Things I hate

Here it is 1 am and I can't fall asleep.

I hate.....
Thinking when I can't control where the thoughts go.
Depression - not being able to control that either.
Chronic pain - it's draining. Physically, emotionally, and any other way.
Being lied to by someone I really trusted. Though being lied to by anyone sucks too.
Being betrayed.
Believing in something/someone that I shouldn't.
Feeling that I'm not doing enough for my son.
Feeling empty.
Not being able to move around like I used to.


Thinking - yeah I know I said it before, but that's what started this whole thing.

Gonna go try the sleep thing.......................